Goodbye to you, my trusted friend!

Since I have actually blogged, and the mood is so bum today anyway, I guess I'll make a post for this. This very sad, sad, case story.

Tomorrow will be my last day with Nadira Rosllan. Ahh, my best-est friend is going to be leaving me in this same-ole-same-ole god forsaken school, as she moves forward to chase her dreams. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't reluctant about her going (in fact, I practically cried and begged for her not to go), but then, I'd also be lying if I didn't say I was happy for her. Because I am.

I'm happy, and extremely proud that she was given this opportunity - this once in a lifetime one, in fact - to chase those dreams of hers. I know for sure that Nadira will be able to reach her goals. In my eyes, she already does look like a doctor, and it won't shock me one bit to see her wearing a white lab coat-ish thing (or say, doctor's coat) with a stethoscope hanging around her neck, just like the pro's! :)

I know I'll be sad and lonely without her around, but I also know, that life doesn't revolve around me and I have to just suck it up! I'll cope, for sure I will. I'm a human being - it's our nature to socialize and keep company. Besides, she would be the one to face a whole new world, with a whole new range of people, so I shouldn't be so needy. Also, Nadira leaving may be a plus for me, to focus more on my studies instead of talking all day in class.

Our good times together shall never be forgotten. Thanks, Nadira, for all your lameness and blaberings, for I really do appreciate it! These coming SPM years are going to be rough, but suffering only makes us better people (I may be writing opposition for tomorrow's debate, but I've double checked and I'm plenty sure that I side with the government).

Also, since I'll never have anywhere else to say this: I'm sorry if I've done anything wrong to you. I hope you forgive me if I've ever been selfish or needy (which, I am sure I have a bunch of times). I hope we end our day tomorrow with a clean slate, as pure as angels, with no negative feelings to burden us.

After tomorrow, a new chapter is opened for the both of us. I wish you all the best of luck in your new school, and I hope you are joyous. I hope you remember not to have too much fun without me, though. Study hard and don't ever, ever change who you are for others. Take my advice this time, please, ok hun!

Let's have a humble, non-alcoholic toast:

To new beginnings, to the future, to the good looking boys you may or may not meet, and last but not least, to our friendship! I love youuuuuu, and I'm going to miss the whole lot of you.